A broken shell of someone who once resembled Sarah.
I hadn't showered
Hair was a greasy mess
Basically in sweats.
But I went to church yesterday.
I sobbed through out the service
Didn't sit in my spot.
I hugged people I felt safe with.
I prayed
I yelled at God
I cried
I smiled at little girls who's hearts I pray God protects.
I even somehow worshiped despite not being able to let out a more than a gasp and sob half of the time.
I went to church yesterday.
Broken and embarrassed.
I'm Sarah.
I've been in ministry
I went to bible college
I live with excellence
I went to church yesterday.
Broken. Hurting. Angry. Confused.
Sick and in pain.
But I went.
I got out of the car (thanks mom) and climbed in to the lap of The Father.
