Wednesday, May 27, 2009

dear you....

I found this and had to share.... it was just what I needed to hear!

Dear You
How was your day today? Did anyone make you laugh today? I know how you love to laugh. Did anyone hurt you today? Don’t sweat them just pray for them. Though these times of economic struggle we must pray for one another more then we already do. I’m glad that you believe in God, and I’m glad that you practice your faith. I’m glad that you have knowledge and that you’re not ignorant.
I’m glad that you’re in good health and that you take care of yourself. I think people just don’t understand how important that is. What’s your favorite past time? My favorite past time is the UFC, nothing beats that well besides you and you’re not a past time. I promise to watch chic flicks with you and I won’t complain at all. As long as we’re together, I’m cool doing whatever.
I’m glad that you have one of the biggest hearts in the world. I’m happy to call you my other half, the future mother of my kids, my meant to be, the love of my life God has given me to live. You are special and you mean so much to me. When you walk in a room I always have this feeling that overcomes me and that feeling is pure joy to know that you’re the one I will be with for all times with no doubt ever. I’m happy God has given us his blessing.
You are one of those people that actually learned from your mistakes and teach others the other options they have of not making the same ones. You are the person that even if they do make the same mistake you’re there to pick them up and love them. You don’t smoke, you don’t belittle people, you have manners, and more importantly you have morals. I respect you whole heartedly.
I will always open the doors for you, and allow you to walk in first. I will pull your chair out when there is a chair to pull out. I will be romantic with you, trust me I know how to do this. You would travel the ends of the earth to be with me and I would do the same. Though there may be distance in the beginning we will find our way to one another.
I like hearing your stories, you make them worthwhile, and they’re never boring. Your past has strengthened you and you don’t live in it. You don’t see people in colors. When you use to date race wasn’t something that limited you. You like to smile. You enjoy conversation, and enjoy time to just be with each other without words. I respect that you don’t use profanity around kids and you may not even use it at all. I love how you’re so lady like.
I like that you’re honest. You are optimistic and you even give others hope. People turn to you all the time and that is what makes you a good friend as well. You’re not a Debby Downer, and with you there is never a dull moment. You like to play board games, you like to go to museums, you like to tell me interesting facts even though I may already know them I will listen to your melody any day.
I can’t wait to watch movies with you, I’m happy you don’t actually talk through movies. It’s good that you’re close to your family and I to mine, for one day we will introduce not only each other to them but them to one another. I have family everywhere so we do have pretty good vacation spots. Though I don’t know you, I trust God’s master plan that you exist. I love you my dear. Stay positive. I do exist.
Love Always

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Migraines suck. I'm miserable.
the end

Monday, May 11, 2009

To the ends of the Earth....

On sunday Jordan and I had the honor of singing a song at his church! I thought it would be easier singing in front of people I didn't know as opposed my church where i knew everyone... this was not the case. I was a nervous wreck, couldn't sleep the night before, & was ready to go about 3 hours early! I went to sunday school hoping that they could calm me down. I've found that I rely on people way to much. Obviously I should have just prayed about it but honestly it was the last thing I was thinking of everything else in the world was on my mind besides God. I finally got to sunday school early of corse and spend some much needed time in prayer and suddenly my mind was clear of everything going on. I find it harder to Worship God when things are on my heart and I wanted to clear them up before, someitmes you don't get what you want, but God understood and pulled through and by the time I walked over to the Methodest church My heart and mind were clear for the time being! I'm always amazed at how God works!  The song went great and the people there are amazing. so welcoming and kind and just made sure I new what a blessing it was. god is apparently using my voice lately and I'm just not used to it. Singing with jordan on occasion has been more of a blessing that i ever realized. 
The lyrics of the song are so powerful so I decided to share them.
Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost in all you are

And I would give the world to tell you're story 
'Cause I know that you've called me
I know that you've called me
I've lost myself for good within your promise
And I won't hide it
I won't hide it 

Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go, to the ends of the earth
To the ends of the earth
For you alone are the son of God
And all the world will see
That You are God
You are God

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

just one of those days.....

It's just one of those days that a girl goes through
When I'm angry inside....... don't take it personal!

for some odd reason this song has been stuck in my head today!

Sunday, May 3, 2009


Whenever I start second guessing myself and begin to want to settle God just puts something, someone, or everything in my path to stop me! at first i fought it but now I love it and im so thankful! We talked about marriage and good husbands and Godly wife's yesterday in church, I just got so excited because sometimes I feel like those good men arn't out there. Growing up in a broken home and raised by a bunch of single people I never really had anything to base a ideal God centered marriage off of. If you know me you know that I NEVER want to get divorce... its just not an option, I know what it does to kids and i refuse to do that.... murder maybe ;) divorce no! jk Yesterdays sermon just got me excited to find the one God has for me. God has brought me some excellent examples of those good Godly men lately and im often reminded to keep my standards and not settle...

Ephesians 5 22-25
Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord. 23For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior. 24Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. 25Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her